Realized

Wow, I woke up like, 15 minutes ago? Anyway, tomorrow I guess I officially start my new job. I went to the training sessions and stuff, and it kinda seems complicated. I don't know. I was all antisocial at the meetings and stuff. I don't really know why. I mean, at first I think it was because it seemed like everyone already knew everyone and I was the only one who was brand new, but then I saw people introducing themselves to each other right in front of me, but I just couldn't say anything. I don't know. Maybe I am just antisocial.

LS midterm Monday. I haven't been to lecture in a while...I'm actually a lot more worried about chem next Monday.

My dad visited for a little bit on Thursday. He was all talking to me about how I should study and stuff. He also said something like, "Going to church doesn't make you a good person. In fact, it may be worse, because then you're a hypocrite." I'm sure he's said this before, but I never really listened, or realized that this was why he never cared to go to church when I was younger. He has been to other churches as well, and maybe it's been the same experience. I don't know. I think maybe I just realized the significance of what he says because I've come to a similar conclusion recently. Not to say that it applies to everyone, but yeah. I mean, when you learn that someone goes to church, don't you expect more of them? Theoretically, there should be some difference, right? I've actually noticed that some people at church are even worse than non-churched, "worldly" people.

Anyway, there's my rant for today, on the Sabbath, no less.